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Well, since they're online classes, they've started just a few hours ago...
I already feel behind since I'm just so tired and don't know how i'll be able to focus or keep up...have to look at that e-mail too that I haven't bothered with.

Today (yesterday?) has not felt good at all...I feel so weak and uncomfortable, powerless and kind of lonely. Maybe I should have a shower and nap...but I feel like I need to do things, at least log into my class website and check on everything. I wish something could hold me up and keep me going in this dark, long tunnel that I feel like I'm crawling through.

Manchmal, fühle ich, dass ich bestehe nur, um verwendet zu werden...und das alle wird von mir verdient...
Sind die Freunden, die Geliebten ebenso, so vorübergehend? Ich hoffe nicht, aber immer habe ich Angst davor...

please ignore me and my disjointed thoughts. i'm really sorry for being me v.v
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I seem to be feeling worse day-by-day...

I don't know how to describe it, but I feel trapped, and the feeling makes me feel really uncomfortable and...crushed under its weight. I can't do anything to escape these feelings...and the anxiety from classes and others...

I'm trying to keep motivation to reply to everything, do classwork, or anything else, but my mind and my body just want to curl up and die. So weak and tired...
I wish I knew what was wrong...I just feel wrong...
I promise I'm trying my best to reply to everything...sorry I'm so slow :c
I don't think this is worthy of a journal...am I weird for wanting to call everyone (at least everyone that feels friendly to me or that I feel close to) 'dear' or 'sweetie'? I used to do that more often...but I've begun suppressing that habit in more recent times because I'm afraid of people thinking it's weird, that I'm being affectionate  with every given person I address like that (well, in a sense I suppose that's kind of true...), or that I'm just creating an 'uncomfortable distance' or 'invasion of personal space' by doing that...
Haha, I finally found my old backstories I wrote for those dremora! Time to upload~<3 (to my scraps)
(my writing was bad...but it was more of a vent than an actual attempt at writing)
Maybe I'll write a story about them, or even an MLP crossover/"HIE" style fiction...
I'm not really sure where to put this...but uh...Kitty-Loves-All, I wrote out about 95% of the last reply to your comment and then accidentally pressed the NoScript button and just killed the whole reply ;-; Ugh that makes me feel like crap...it feels like I wasted all that time, and I went into such depth on it :c

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Kitty-Loves-All Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Welcome!

And I'm sure you will!Pikachu Plz 
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TexotliKauayotl Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2016
Hehe, that's good to know :3 And awww, both of those icons are so cute OwO
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Mintywhite14 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2016  Student Digital Artist
welcome to DA!:happybounce: :D (Big Grin) Endless Stacking Bonnies Meme Chat/Comment Icon 
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TexotliKauayotl Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2016
Oh, why thank you! That's very kind of you. No one's ever welcomed me somewhere before :hug:
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Mintywhite14 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2016  Student Digital Artist
well someone has now i hope you have a great day you may ask me anything about DA if you need help ^^
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TexotliKauayotl Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2016
Hope you have a great day too, and oki :3
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