Well, since they're online classes, they've started just a few hours ago...
I already feel behind since I'm just so tired and don't know how i'll be able to focus or keep up...have to look at that e-mail too that I haven't bothered with.
Today (yesterday?) has not felt good at all...I feel so weak and uncomfortable, powerless and kind of lonely. Maybe I should have a shower and nap...but I feel like I need to do things, at least log into my class website and check on everything. I wish something could hold me up and keep me going in this dark, long tunnel that I feel like I'm crawling through.
Manchmal, fühle ich, dass ich bestehe nur